Begin by Making the Word Addiction Specific
Human beings live addicted to something. The objects vary: gambling, alcohol, tobacco, drugs, games, films, food, carbohydrates, sex, and masturbation. Before asking, “How do I quit addiction?” we should say exactly what the addiction is and what harm it causes.
I have experienced some gambling and smoked for decades. I quit for a year, resumed, quit again, and moved to electronic cigarettes. I am not speaking only from books; I have watched desire and habit operate in my own life.
We should not treat every desire as the same sin merely because we call it addiction. First ask what harm it creates, for whom, and how.
Addictions With Obvious Harm Must Be Stopped
Gambling combines tension, the fantasy of a jackpot, instant reward, and chance, rapidly conditioning the brain. Like short videos and games, it can make ordinary life incapable of producing the same intensity. It becomes a direct path to losing money, family, and daily life.
Alcohol destroys not only the drinker but the family. My father suffered alcoholism throughout his life, made the family suffer, and lost his health. Tobacco hides its damage until lung cancer or obstructive lung disease becomes difficult to reverse.
Addictions such as alcohol, tobacco, drugs, and gambling that destroy body, mind, family, and neighbors must be stopped decisively. No ambiguous philosophy is needed here.
Is Male Sexual Desire a Sin?
A viewer said he repeatedly visited massage parlors, worried about money, disease, and police action, and always regretted it afterward. I first asked whether the desire itself was necessarily evil. If a man has neither wife nor partner, does masturbation or paying for sexual release destroy life in the way gambling and alcoholism do?
Male sexual desire is a powerful biological force that made human continuity possible. Men and women may differ in interests, conversation, and ways of living, and shared life carries heavy costs, yet desire drives people to seek partners and relationships. We need to recognize it as a natural condition, like hunger or elimination.
The existence of desire and the way one acts on it are separate questions. Turning desire itself into shame removes the opportunity to observe the problem.
Where Does the Difference Between Acts Come From?
What is the fundamental difference between sex with a spouse or partner, paid sexual service, and masturbation? Coercion and violence are obviously crimes because they destroy another person’s life. But after a voluntary act, does the difference between satisfaction and regret arise only from the act itself?
People make radically different judgments after the same physiological release depending on whom they were with and how it happened. I wanted to ask how much of that judgment was installed by society.
This is not a denial that acts differ. It is an invitation to ask why I feel the difference so strongly and where that standard came from.
The Question Diogenes Posed
Diogenes of the Cynic school is remembered for mocking power and convention. In addition to telling Alexander the Great to stop blocking his sunlight, he is said to have masturbated publicly and ridiculed the solemnity imposed on sex.
I am not telling anyone to imitate the act. It forces us to ask where the standards that divide natural desire into sacred and filthy came from. We are animals and social animals, so we need conventions, but we also mistake convention for natural law.
Sexual solemnity does not erase instinct. It only pushes desires that cannot be spoken into darker places.
Korean Sexual Solemnity and Hypocrisy
Korean society mixes Confucian, Christian, and Buddhist solemnity with authoritarianism, making sex difficult to discuss openly. It prohibits prostitution and domestic adult-media production while people with power and money frequent expensive entertainment venues.
When people make prohibitive laws and pose as dignified in public while doing the same things privately, that is hypocrisy rather than morality. Prohibition does not remove desire. Blocking every outlet while shaming individuals drives the social problem deeper.
If everyone prohibits an act in public and performs it in private, we should question the law and moral standard. Bad laws exist to be changed.
The Point Is Not to Endorse Prostitution
I did not order anyone to perform a particular act. The individual must weigh money, health, legal risk, and harm to relationships. I only said that an occasional act did not immediately look to me like the devastation of gambling or alcoholism.
When only one side of an argument is loud, I deliberately question it from the other direction. We must shake the fixed “absolutely forbidden” before we can see whether it is a considered judgment or a social reflex.
The conversation was not meant to supply an answer but to expose a standard that had seemed too obvious to question.
The Conflict Between Desire and Prohibition Creates Repetition
Addiction is a conflict between wanting to act and reasons not to act. When desire grows strong enough to suppress the prohibition, a person acts; afterward the prohibition rises again and punishes the self.
Reflexive regret fails to prevent the next act. We regret, scold, and beat ourselves internally, yet repeat the behavior because we never examined the structure of desire and standards.
Regret is not a solution. Observe what moved me, why the act occurred, and why I punish myself again.
What a Comic-Book Shop Taught Me About Regret
As a high-school student, I entered a comic-book shop even though I thought I should go home and study. I planned to stay thirty minutes, read for three hours, and ran out just before the last bus. I enjoyed reading, then asked on the way home, “Why did I do it again?”
I repeated the pattern for years. The rule that I should study, the desire to read, the extended visit, and the regret on the way home replayed as one automatic sequence. Regret did not change me; it merely prepared the next visit.
Reflexive regret is an automatic act of whipping oneself with standards installed by society. Change begins when we can see the automatic reaction.
Installed Standards Mistaken for My Own Thoughts
Parents, schools, textbooks, broadcasting, friends, and the atmosphere of an era gradually install what is right, wrong, required, and forbidden. When we are soaked in them long enough, we cannot tell society’s thought from our own.
Rules such as “a student must study,” “sex is permitted only inside this relationship,” or “smoking before an elder is insolent” instantly produce feelings and judgments. Violating them creates guilt and anger; matching them creates relief or superiority.
Emotion does not arise from nowhere. It appears as an inner flame when reality collides with a standard I take for granted.
Buddhism Is a Religion of Living Wisely
Buddhism is not a religion that enters the mountains to find an object called wisdom; it is a religion of living wisely in ordinary life. To live wisely we must leave delusion, and to leave delusion we must reflect and observe.
Observation does not occur only in a special meditative state. It means looking at what causes my judgments and feelings when I regret, rage, envy, or sink into depression.
The moment of suffering is the best opportunity to see within. Suffering is the trace of a hidden standard becoming visible.
Body, Feeling, Mind, and the Observation of Daily Life
We can understand body, feeling, mind, and phenomena as a framework for observing the body, sensations, mental change, and the operation of things and society. Emotion is the nearest entrance. Inner standards are hard to see in calm moments but become vivid when reality collides with them.
Do not miss the moment when you regret breaking a promise, curse yourself for being late, feel jealousy in love, or shout at someone. If you cannot observe immediately, ask one minute, ten minutes, an hour, or a day later why the feeling arose.
The field of practice is not only a sacred temple. Relationships in which we compete, love, earn money, and make mistakes are the field of inner inquiry.
Like Filming a Campfire With a Phone
Look at an emotion burning within as though watching a campfire through a phone screen. Instead of being consumed by “I have been wronged,” observe how the phenomenon of resentment arises.
Different thoughts create different judgments, and different judgments create regret, pain, depression, or joy. Beneath emotion there is always a standard for what counts as right and good.
Filming the inner flame does not mean erasing emotion. It means discovering the standard shown by emotion and asking whether that standard is truly right.
Leaving Concepts Is Not Becoming Blank
A person cannot turn completely into a blank page. I too am conditioned as a Korean man in his fifties by Busan, family, friends, and my era. In a radically different sexual culture, I may not accept everything easily.
The point is not to erase every standard at once but to recognize the standard underneath a judgment or feeling. Is it truly right or bad? Why do I call it beautiful? Who taught me to see it that way?
Deconceptualization is not becoming a person without concepts. It is escaping the state in which concepts drag me around while I mistake them for myself.
Inner Observation Is the First Step Toward Liberation
The inner flame becomes more visible in relationships than in comfortable solitude. When someone violates my expectation, desire defeats my rule, or social standards collide with reality, material for observation appears.
That is why I answered “How do I quit addiction?” first with “Why do I want it, why do I regret it afterward, and by what standard do I punish myself?” Without those questions, repression and indulgence remain equally automatic.
Observe within. Seeing the feelings and judgments revealed in relationships is the first step on the path to liberation.
The Principle When Something Truly Must Be Stopped
For addictions with obvious harm—alcohol, tobacco, drugs, and gambling—the reasons not to act must become much stronger than the desire to act. Even if candy lies inside a fire, nobody reaches for it once the fire is known to be truly hot.
Many smokers quit immediately when a doctor says continued smoking will leave them unable to breathe and will kill them. Desire has not vanished; the recognition of danger has become greater than desire.
Discipline is not merely gritting one’s teeth. It is making the brain understand clearly what is genuinely hot.
Retrain the Brain Through Shock and Repetition
Repeated advertising can make cola feel like happiness. Repeated images of rotten teeth and diabetes can make the same drink repulsive. The human brain builds paths of judgment through exposure and learning.
If an addiction must be stopped, do not look away from its harm. Repeatedly confront the damage. Through a powerful shock or persistent counter-exposure, install the recognition that it is truly dangerous and divert the stream of judgment that always flowed in one direction.
Retrain the brain as we train AI. Repetition and practice can make the reason not to act operate before desire.
Relationships Also Include Promise and Exchange
The division between a pure marriage or romance and a merely transactional paid relationship also deserves examination. Families historically involved exchanges between households, and modern romance still exchanges time, care, sex, economic responsibility, and promises.
Calling this exchange does not demean a relationship. It means we must clarify what was promised and what loyalty is owed. When expectations and sexual values differ, both people are likely to be hurt.
To reduce harm, know yourself and know the other person. If only my standard is right, the relationship becomes an exercise in blaming the other.
The Four Notions in the Diamond Sutra
Near the end, a viewer asked about the Diamond Sutra’s four notions. They are often explained as the notion of self, the notion of another, the notion of beings, and the notion of lifespan, but I see that reading as a misunderstanding shaped by translation.
The four terms relate to atman, pudgala, sattva, and jiva. The Chinese character for person in Kumarajiva’s translation was easily read as “another,” while Xuanzang transliterated pudgala more explicitly to avoid that confusion.
All four are different ways of imagining a separate self, individual entity, or soul that continues after death.
Buddhism Denies a Substantial Soul
Atman, pudgala, sattva, and jiva vary by region and doctrine, but they converge as ideas of an eternal self existing beyond what is presently visible. Renaming it spirit, soul, or true self does not create a substance.
The Buddhist teaching of non-self tells us not to construct a metaphysical soul that continues unchanged after death. If we mystify scriptural words and make another soul from them, we reverse the meaning of non-self.
Leaving the four notions means refusing to cling to the several names of an eternal self.
Leaving Questions Rather Than Answers
I supplied no final answer in this dialogue. I did not command anyone to buy sex or to live without restraint. Human society needs promises and self-control, and conduct that harms others must be prevented.
I warned against living inside “this is required” and “this is right,” producing judgments and emotions without ever asking where the thoughts came from. Even our standard of beauty may have been supplied by broadcasting and society.
Observe the flame burning within and ask why it burns. As long as something remains unquestioningly obvious, we cannot avoid being led by it.
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